the lord is definitely exposing the hearts of the people around me. he’s revealing people and their true intentions and ulterior motives. don’t be surprised by what you see when this takes place. it doesn’t mean that they’re bad people; they’re just not your people. revoke access.
I heard so many people talk about romanticizing your life and at first it was annoying but then I was eating an apple and it was red and sweet and I was making an effort to conciously and slowly enjoy my apple because that’s what my therapist told me to try to be more in the moment and it was the best apple I ever ate. I ate it slow and really payed attention to the sweetness and the sourness and I was sitting outside under some trees and there was a breeze and I thought: This is a perfect moment, and one day I will wish I had the opportunity to sit here and conciously eat this apple and be happy. Anyways. Try making a big deal out of small things.
